Starting to crumble

What started out as a day where family gathers all from out of town in hopes to enjoy the festivities, quickly turned south. My sisters wedding is tomorrow and some of those that were here from out of town will be returning before the wedding starts. As words were said and emotions flew through the rough, people begin to burn bridges and now are to late to make ammends of them.

I'll never understand how people will curse those that have done so much for them and tell them they haven't done shit, shut the f up and pretend like everything is okay. I'll never know why people can't face reality and come to terms with themselves and disorders they have...

Well tonight is coming to an end. After running around like a chicken with my head cut off trying to get things together, a drink sounds so tastee! I might help myself to one!

Let's see how tomorrow will go and turn out! Gotta have faith!

~4Ever Young~

Back on the grind

So yesterday was the first full day of being back in stl. Which I REALLY miss Cali. Either taking another trip there or going next year for coachella... But yesterday was an eh day. I didn't go to my first class becase I woke up with the brain splitting migraine, so I decided to press snooz.
I get up for my next class which starts at 1. I get to school about 15 mins before class to go talk to my teacher since I didn't get any of my homework done but as I wait till class starts, no one shows up. So as the happy student that looks for class to be canceled that is what I assumed... Your right I was wrong. I texted one of my classmates to find out that they went to the the art museum...FAIL... Oh well more time to attempt homework.

Now after school I planned to run errands and get caught up on my homework, and yeah I didn't start that until 11 ish last night. I ran around for my mom with my grandmother. Spent about 2hrs trying to come up with music for my sisters wedding this weekend (which I hope I can get it all), saw my nephew (oh how I missed his smart/bad behind), which I always found out that he decided to eat my cookies while I was gone and his reasoning was because I was gone, so I ate a few of his hostess chocolate doughnuts. I got my car washed cause it looked like someone threwup yellow puke on my car (covered by pollen), went to barnes and noble in hope to find the books I needed or one of my classes...FAIL... Then I spent $140.00 at the grocery store. I now see why people always wait for sales and look for cupons... Maybe I'll start doing that. The finally got home around 10, sat down I attempt to do homework which didn't start till 11 ish and finally layed down to sleep by 5 to wake up at 8 for class...

A little late for class today but I'm excited to see my apple family and also to see my mommy when she gets here tonight/when I get off work...

Thanks for reading.

~4Ever Young~

Dionte J. Harden

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So knowing that i was supposed to be going out of town last week, i defiantly did not take the necessary in regards to doing my homework.  

Now i have to go back to school tomorrow and i won't have anything to turn into my teachers.  FAIL!

That's okay, i'll just have to bust my nuts for the next few weeks!

More to come!

~4Ever Young~